if not, i think i will kill myself for being soooo stupid! by not using my mind!! why am i this bad! im such a bad..bad...girl u know. aarrrrggghhhhh...
This is why i wont promote my blog to anyone. unless it is caused by fate. i love coincidence-stuff by the way. This whole DAY, this whole WEEK, this whole MONTH, this whole YEAR!! i've done NOTHING!!. NOTHING AT ALL!! and i dont even know why am i being like this! im surrounded by good friends, good environment, a bit of good internal and external pressure and so on! what is still lack! what is still not enough!! i know im someone who dont really change because of others. it is all within myself. im the one responsible for making myself become like THIS!
The CLOCK is TICKING nana! the CLOCK IS TICKING!! its already tooooo late... tooooo late... DO SOMETHING ABOUT YOURSELF!! Please..please..please...
i know ive tried restrict myself from doing a few bad things that i used to do before. and i happened to success in doing it. its already been a few months already. however, its just not enough. i think i only manage to remove less than 20% of the bad and black things inside me. uughhhhh...it is SO HARD. Yet the SACRIFICE done is still not enough. MORE nana.. MORE... MORE.. cause you are NOT this kind of girl. you are a GOOD girl. intelligent one. Please.. dont waste yourself. dont be such a trash!
"Oo.. Allah, Who turns the hearts and the eyes, turns our hearts to be "faithful" to You"
Aamiiiiiiiinnnnn....
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