i dont like to read but i have to. please tell me.. how can you make yourself fall in love with reading.. oh Allah.. please help me.. let me feel the excitement of immersing myself with books, journals, etc.. If not, i will endanger myself mentally. Which will then lead to physical abuse of my very own self where my stomach keeps churning all day long thinking about all the work that is still not finished just because reading is not my habit!everytime i think today is the day that i will become a new person with new, fresh thought, the next second i will doom it like saying the world is just a ball circling around itself. therefore, no need to care about everything and just let every single thing goes and flows by itself. and so the next day will be worse than today.
and i will start blaming myself for all the things that happened.. no mood.. n finish with i should jus become a rock! (sorry, this is jus a metaphor. hehe..)
anyway, i just want to read! i want to like reading! i wannna be a bookworm! i want to have enough time to read all the things that i have to read! that's all..
